It Hurts!!

8 months later, my first business has died and now I need to liquidate the assets I got to start the business.

I have been putting off doing this for far to long and it just hadn’t yet clicked as to why? It just dawned on me the reason why it has taken this long for me to do this.

My realisation is that this feels like a death of a loved one and having to liquidate forces me to come face to face with the fact this person I gave birth to has died and with that all the dreams and aspirations that I had appended to the future success of this business. I now need to be able to go through all the good and bad memories that I has able to create along with this business and it hurts!

HURTS SO BADLY!!

The great things about it is that to be able to hurt me this bad is that it had to have lived. I can take solace in the fact that I was able to bring birth to it and even though I would have loved to see it mature and be able to thrive without me, that unfortunately is not what reality has for me and this business.

So I cannot do more that appreciate the time I had with my business and all of the lessons it was able to help me go through. Even though it was not able to mature, it did bring growth to me as a person and I will forever be grateful for the opportunity that my first business gave me.

Peace and love to you.

R.I.P!